this are the words but not the truth.

shake it baby! come'on scream!

Wish fulfillment/Glycerine nonstop.

summer went by so fast and all i can say about it is:CMAR FLUFF BORDERCROSS.no seaside, no other trips.laying around and doing nothing.oh well.it wasnt that bad.there were loads of fun and great moments.


i`m trying to reduce things that include screen.cause they don`t do me any good.i should rather hop on my bike and pedal to eiko`s.cause we`re loosing it.or at least it seems that way to me.we keep convincing each other we care blah blah blah but we talk rarely and also don`t take much effort to see each other often.i hope we`ll work it out and go to Italy like we planed.i also hope i`ll be able to get to Bologna somehow to see Raein.fingers crossed.

things are turning right, slowly but for sure.shapes of things i really wish and smart decisions.it`s seems like all will be right.even if i have breakdowns and i cry over nothing i still feel like all is well.

urban came back and we hang out on saturday.he told me he knows how i feel about us since he had some similar scene with Lea.and i`m glad.

picnic on sunday.i was very "ninatiha":) but i had a great time.i was tired from previous night so i mostly just sit and chill.it was nice, spending the whole day under a tree, with a view of woods and meadows.


4 more exams to go.mom`s being a great help.

13.9 black heart rebellion @ Laško.maybe 14.9 BHR @ Koper too.we`ll se bout that.

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woke up 20 minutes ago, only slept for a little more than 5 hours.

yesterday night was fun.everybody came, though i havent seen much of them during the show.WEH were so great and Violentbreakfast aswell.afterwards-->80`s but i didn`t feel like dancing, the atmosphere wasn`t right.so i talked to Andre most of the time.
i watched drunk people and i all i could think of is how much i don`t want to do it.



meet Gašper, who`s a really nice guy.

got home around 3:30am.climbed the roof, with my very first vinyl in my hands, scared the cats and 15 minutes later i was sleeping.



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i`m counting down till Fluff like crazy, cause i know this year will be really crazy good.everybody is coming, aaaaaahh.
we have to leave earlier, so it will last longer.
plus La Quiete are playing and i can`t wait to see them again.


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shop/ing with eiko this week.discounts are great.

so it came.
the land is silent again.

i went to woods today and jump around in the snow.it felt really good.

i was in ljubljana today too.i had to take something to school.and i read murakami again.
norwegian wood, finally.

the little one, had a surgery today.(the cat)alltough i don`t like it i know it`s better this way.maybe that i saved her from dying in the middle of nowhere will make up for taking away her chance to have babies.and the last few days, since i don`t have classes and i`m taking šejk out everyday i was thinking how his needs are subordinate to what i want at the moment.he cant go out anytime he wants, cats can.i don`t want to have a dog ever again.

also it feels like this school is not right for me.:(everything feels so wrong.
i hope later on it will get better.

THIS IS FRIENDS ONLY.